Wednesday, 31 March 2010
Tuesday, 30 March 2010
I know it may be funny to you, but.....
I find music soothing in rough seas. I never imagined that you would hate me so much.
I will never hate you.
I was with you for so many years. We have beautiful children together. Children you won't let me see.
You want me locked away for no reason and have nothing but negative things to say about me.
Was it all some good joke to you? Fall in love, have kids, and then kick me out? I know your family has money and no you have the support of my closest relatives as well.
You are right about one thing. I am an asshole. I am hard to get along with, but I also loved you like no one ever will. I love me kids and I will always want to be a part of their lives.
I will not give up hope that you will treat me as an equal and stop yelling at me and telling what you are going to do to me. Some might even call that extortion.
I am going home soon, I will not and have never harmed you or the kids, so please quit the pretense that you are in danger it is beneath you to be so petty.
I know you hate me, hold onto that hate if you must.
I don't hate you. You are a great mother and you were a loving spouse until I would not roll over and do whatever I was told. You forgot after the affair that I was person and not just a object to be ordered around. Remember this about us, you forgave me and took me back, then I had to do everything I was told all the time. I accepted this as I had done wrong, but enough was enough.
I did what you wanted. I dealt with my childhood trauma. I am not better and what thanks do I get? My wife tells me to leave on Christmas Day. She then tells my children that Daddy's 'head is broke'? How mean can you be and expect me to keep taking it without disputing the facts.
I will not concede anything else to you until you start to be fair to me and our children.
They miss me and I miss them. I accept that I can not control you at all. Stop trying to control me through threats and lies. I did not threaten you or your brother.
I have consulting a lawyer and she has assured me your claims are baseless and any action taken would hurt your custody case in the long run.
I do not want to be mean. I want to be friends one day. Can you not see how that is best for our children?
All the best,
Love,
J
I will never hate you.
I was with you for so many years. We have beautiful children together. Children you won't let me see.
You want me locked away for no reason and have nothing but negative things to say about me.
Was it all some good joke to you? Fall in love, have kids, and then kick me out? I know your family has money and no you have the support of my closest relatives as well.
You are right about one thing. I am an asshole. I am hard to get along with, but I also loved you like no one ever will. I love me kids and I will always want to be a part of their lives.
I will not give up hope that you will treat me as an equal and stop yelling at me and telling what you are going to do to me. Some might even call that extortion.
I am going home soon, I will not and have never harmed you or the kids, so please quit the pretense that you are in danger it is beneath you to be so petty.
I know you hate me, hold onto that hate if you must.
I don't hate you. You are a great mother and you were a loving spouse until I would not roll over and do whatever I was told. You forgot after the affair that I was person and not just a object to be ordered around. Remember this about us, you forgave me and took me back, then I had to do everything I was told all the time. I accepted this as I had done wrong, but enough was enough.
I did what you wanted. I dealt with my childhood trauma. I am not better and what thanks do I get? My wife tells me to leave on Christmas Day. She then tells my children that Daddy's 'head is broke'? How mean can you be and expect me to keep taking it without disputing the facts.
I will not concede anything else to you until you start to be fair to me and our children.
They miss me and I miss them. I accept that I can not control you at all. Stop trying to control me through threats and lies. I did not threaten you or your brother.
I have consulting a lawyer and she has assured me your claims are baseless and any action taken would hurt your custody case in the long run.
I do not want to be mean. I want to be friends one day. Can you not see how that is best for our children?
All the best,
Love,
J
We are......
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CoUOrLe4vlY&feature=PlayList&p=7A490A44E6532688&playnext=1&playnext_from=PL&index=170&shuffle=940
I wish I could hate you like you hate me.
You have chrushed me with the weight of your hate for me.
I wish I could hate you like you hate me.
You have chrushed me with the weight of your hate for me.
Want to build a prison for me to live in?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CzX8lLV94S4&playnext_from=TL&videos=S3ktxlVntko&playnext=1
Do you care about the following?
1) Our kids?
2) Your dignity?
3) Self Respect?
Imagine if you were me and you could not see your own children that you walked to school everyday, read to at night, loved and played with? Huh?
Stop pretending I don't care about them. One day they will know the truth. One day they will be old enough to understand and they will ask why?
I hope you can sleep well with yourself.
Don't threaten me. Be grownup and treat me well and I will treat you well.
Our kids lay in the balance.
Please don't make them be forever away from a father that loves them and one that they clearly love and miss.
You are not that cruel are you? I hope not, but the latest threats of arrest would be laughable if they were not so degrading to your character. I have not ever and would never hurt anyone. For you to try to have me arrested is criminal.
Be reasonable.
Please take a deep breathe and think about what is best for our family.
Even if mummy and daddy divorce the kids need us both in their lives. I hope you can find a way to get past your hate and soon.
Love,
J
Do you care about the following?
1) Our kids?
2) Your dignity?
3) Self Respect?
Imagine if you were me and you could not see your own children that you walked to school everyday, read to at night, loved and played with? Huh?
Stop pretending I don't care about them. One day they will know the truth. One day they will be old enough to understand and they will ask why?
I hope you can sleep well with yourself.
Don't threaten me. Be grownup and treat me well and I will treat you well.
Our kids lay in the balance.
Please don't make them be forever away from a father that loves them and one that they clearly love and miss.
You are not that cruel are you? I hope not, but the latest threats of arrest would be laughable if they were not so degrading to your character. I have not ever and would never hurt anyone. For you to try to have me arrested is criminal.
Be reasonable.
Please take a deep breathe and think about what is best for our family.
Even if mummy and daddy divorce the kids need us both in their lives. I hope you can find a way to get past your hate and soon.
Love,
J
Monday, 29 March 2010
Jason Mattera is a no talent hack
http://www.amazon.com/Obama-Zombies-Liberal-Brainwashed-Generation/dp/1439172072/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1269622384&sr=8-1
Please twitter this guy, it is so funny that he gets mad about you not liking him or his book.
His talent is walking up to politicians and asking strange questions and being proud when they get upset. He has written a book that is in the link above that is no half price.
It is a shame that money can be made by lying and deceiving on purpose.
I hope to drive him to distraction. I would love to be on a debate with him so he can see what it is like to have someone smart talk with him. He is afraid of intelligence and his book is so poor that the only fans are the right wing extremist. He is going to be wealthy for lying and pandering to the right. Very sad.
you can find him on twitter at @jasonmattera
Please twitter this guy, it is so funny that he gets mad about you not liking him or his book.
His talent is walking up to politicians and asking strange questions and being proud when they get upset. He has written a book that is in the link above that is no half price.
It is a shame that money can be made by lying and deceiving on purpose.
I hope to drive him to distraction. I would love to be on a debate with him so he can see what it is like to have someone smart talk with him. He is afraid of intelligence and his book is so poor that the only fans are the right wing extremist. He is going to be wealthy for lying and pandering to the right. Very sad.
you can find him on twitter at @jasonmattera
Bad News Today
Well if anyone actually cares I found out today that my ex intends to have me arrested upon going home. Well, if that happens the blog will obviously have to take a break.
Let's examine the facts.
1) She loves me.
2) then she hates me and wants me arrested on false charges.......
http://www.youtube.com/user/onelazygooner24?feature=mhw5#p/f/1/emj1H65g00Q
The above is how I feel about her even though she wants me wearing orange and eating lunch with hardened criminals, but alas don't worry too much. I am pretty sure you have to actually break the law to go to jail. So god willing I will be free as I am not and will not ever break the law.
I miss my children. I missed my ex and I was foolish enough to believe her when she called 2 days ago and asked me to reenter her life and that she did not know why, but she loved me and missed me daily.
I have to know ask, "Was this just a attempt to fool me?" I sure as hell hope it wasn't. It would go beyond anything devious that she has ever done to me.
I love you Birdie. I always will. I know you hate me, but............Don't do such harsh things. It will only hurt our children in the long run.
You can have what you want in life if you are kind, this cruelty and the threats about the law are beneath you. They show an evilness and hatefullness that I truly believe is not the real you.
Let's examine the facts.
1) She loves me.
2) then she hates me and wants me arrested on false charges.......
http://www.youtube.com/user/onelazygooner24?feature=mhw5#p/f/1/emj1H65g00Q
The above is how I feel about her even though she wants me wearing orange and eating lunch with hardened criminals, but alas don't worry too much. I am pretty sure you have to actually break the law to go to jail. So god willing I will be free as I am not and will not ever break the law.
I miss my children. I missed my ex and I was foolish enough to believe her when she called 2 days ago and asked me to reenter her life and that she did not know why, but she loved me and missed me daily.
I have to know ask, "Was this just a attempt to fool me?" I sure as hell hope it wasn't. It would go beyond anything devious that she has ever done to me.
I love you Birdie. I always will. I know you hate me, but............Don't do such harsh things. It will only hurt our children in the long run.
You can have what you want in life if you are kind, this cruelty and the threats about the law are beneath you. They show an evilness and hatefullness that I truly believe is not the real you.
Sunday, 28 March 2010
News worth reading.....
http://www.cnn.com/2010/CRIME/03/28/militia.arrests/index.html?hpt=T1
Be vigilent for all of us to be safe we have to watch each other's backs. Well done on the police for stopping this group.....
Be vigilent for all of us to be safe we have to watch each other's backs. Well done on the police for stopping this group.....
Video of the Day
http://www.youtube.com/user/onelazygooner24?feature=mhw5#p/c/7A490A44E6532688/11/dPN5lEIWyVw
It is about moving.
Listen up.
Move.
Stop being so small.
Move.
It is about moving.
Listen up.
Move.
Stop being so small.
Move.
The Streets music time (Video of the Day)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NHOf3s70w-c&feature=PlayList&p=BECB44284D86582A&index=0
Why is saying goodbye so hard? I know a few things by now. I never know what she is going to do or say next. It is like a rollercoaster with no saftey bar.
Example. Recently I had to ponder this condundrum. I will do 'x' and the she does 'y' and that results in 'z'?
Confused, well it is simple formula I learned in algerbra.
x2+y2=z2
Basic math makes for solutions and problems.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=veAIHDGghP4&feature=PlayList&p=BECB44284D86582A&index=1&playnext=2&playnext_from=PL
I sometimes wonder why I write anything on this thing, but it makes me feel a bit of relief.
A public diary is stupid and smart at the same time.
Well, it is time to get dressed and get over to see Chiang Mai FC win another game.
Miss my kids, love them to bits.
I love her, but I don't for the life of me think I will understand anything she ever does.
I just wish people in general would do what they say they will do, alas no one can be trusted.
We are a mean species and I am learning that more every day, but you know what. I know that I will make it and be a good dad, friend, etc. Not everyone hates me all the time, but those that do, when they do seem to go out of their way to shit on my foot. (I want that to be a cool new saying for the next generation.
When someone says one thing and does something else start saying, "Why did you shit on my foot".
Is it too much to ask that you shoot straight with me?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pUqX07JX_3c&feature=PlayList&p=BECB44284D86582A&index=2&playnext=3&playnext_from=PL
Stay groovy and stuff.
And don't mind the above. Just enjoy the music and don't try to make sense of what was written, alas I don't even understand it or you and I wrote it and knew you.......At least I thought I did.
Why is saying goodbye so hard? I know a few things by now. I never know what she is going to do or say next. It is like a rollercoaster with no saftey bar.
Example. Recently I had to ponder this condundrum. I will do 'x' and the she does 'y' and that results in 'z'?
Confused, well it is simple formula I learned in algerbra.
x2+y2=z2
Basic math makes for solutions and problems.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=veAIHDGghP4&feature=PlayList&p=BECB44284D86582A&index=1&playnext=2&playnext_from=PL
I sometimes wonder why I write anything on this thing, but it makes me feel a bit of relief.
A public diary is stupid and smart at the same time.
Well, it is time to get dressed and get over to see Chiang Mai FC win another game.
Miss my kids, love them to bits.
I love her, but I don't for the life of me think I will understand anything she ever does.
I just wish people in general would do what they say they will do, alas no one can be trusted.
We are a mean species and I am learning that more every day, but you know what. I know that I will make it and be a good dad, friend, etc. Not everyone hates me all the time, but those that do, when they do seem to go out of their way to shit on my foot. (I want that to be a cool new saying for the next generation.
When someone says one thing and does something else start saying, "Why did you shit on my foot".
Is it too much to ask that you shoot straight with me?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pUqX07JX_3c&feature=PlayList&p=BECB44284D86582A&index=2&playnext=3&playnext_from=PL
Stay groovy and stuff.
And don't mind the above. Just enjoy the music and don't try to make sense of what was written, alas I don't even understand it or you and I wrote it and knew you.......At least I thought I did.
Saturday, 27 March 2010
Anyone know were I put the remote control?
This life needs one.
Where do I press rewind.
How do you close pandora's box?
Should you?
Is there a pause button.
I would like to pause the last time my kids ran to the front door yelling, "Daddy's here" Christmas Day 2009. The pure joy and look of excitement because I had returned and they were about to open a massive load of presents is one that I will carry with me to the grave and god willing beyond into heaven.
How about a fast forward button?
Can I press and hold until I can kiss their cheeks and hold my youngest and say, "Hello, little angel."
How about a power button?
Should I turn it off?
Sometimes it is hard to keep pressing play. To simply keep putting one foot in my mouth and the other up my ass. Fucking hell life can suck big time sometimes. My making my past demons die I might have killed my self? I sure as fuck hope not.
This is a song that occurs to me when I look at myself in the mirror.
I hate everything about myself. Why do I love me?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lzTM8gHID3I&feature=related
I must admit something to everyone that gives a flying fuck (which by now is uhmmmm just me I think)
I love my kids.
I loved my family (sisters, brothers, aunts, dad, mom, nieces, cousins, and friend(s)), but no one decided I was worth keeping. I have been thrown away. Granted I was a grade A first class fucking asshole, but I was your son, brother, uncle, cousin, friend and you fucked off and left me to rot.
I don't know if I ever will okay with two things, what I have done and what you fucking did to me.
My demons are dead if you care.
My soul is intact and my capacity to love and be loved exists deep within.
I pray one day I get a chance to show you.
If not........
Where do I press rewind.
How do you close pandora's box?
Should you?
Is there a pause button.
I would like to pause the last time my kids ran to the front door yelling, "Daddy's here" Christmas Day 2009. The pure joy and look of excitement because I had returned and they were about to open a massive load of presents is one that I will carry with me to the grave and god willing beyond into heaven.
How about a fast forward button?
Can I press and hold until I can kiss their cheeks and hold my youngest and say, "Hello, little angel."
How about a power button?
Should I turn it off?
Sometimes it is hard to keep pressing play. To simply keep putting one foot in my mouth and the other up my ass. Fucking hell life can suck big time sometimes. My making my past demons die I might have killed my self? I sure as fuck hope not.
This is a song that occurs to me when I look at myself in the mirror.
I hate everything about myself. Why do I love me?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lzTM8gHID3I&feature=related
I must admit something to everyone that gives a flying fuck (which by now is uhmmmm just me I think)
I love my kids.
I loved my family (sisters, brothers, aunts, dad, mom, nieces, cousins, and friend(s)), but no one decided I was worth keeping. I have been thrown away. Granted I was a grade A first class fucking asshole, but I was your son, brother, uncle, cousin, friend and you fucked off and left me to rot.
I don't know if I ever will okay with two things, what I have done and what you fucking did to me.
My demons are dead if you care.
My soul is intact and my capacity to love and be loved exists deep within.
I pray one day I get a chance to show you.
If not........
Friday, 26 March 2010
100 and now 101 posts
It is clear that I have too much free time.
I am glad that I have worked through my past and want everyone to know that use to love me and wants to know me that I feel this way......
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4umc87T5UMs&feature=PlayList&p=7A490A44E6532688&index=0&playnext=1
I am glad that I have worked through my past and want everyone to know that use to love me and wants to know me that I feel this way......
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4umc87T5UMs&feature=PlayList&p=7A490A44E6532688&index=0&playnext=1
Tis the season
Back home you can smell it. The bullshit is piling up as the election machine starts to churn. Who will spin the best shit and win?
I can't wait to dive in an see.......
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b6cq56mKcZQ&feature=PlayList&p=BECB44284D86582A&index=30
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j_BZY-J9cV4
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4smim2MNvF8
Now lets go out their and beat some fucking incumbents. Change starts in your own mind and soul.
I can't wait to dive in an see.......
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b6cq56mKcZQ&feature=PlayList&p=BECB44284D86582A&index=30
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j_BZY-J9cV4
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4smim2MNvF8
Now lets go out their and beat some fucking incumbents. Change starts in your own mind and soul.
Imperfections suits me
When you look up the word imperfection in the dictionary please take note that my photo is the definition.
Let's examine what is wrong with me.
1) I want everyone to love me.
2) I am impulsive and impressionable.
3) I wear my heart on my sleeve.
4) I want to be right even if I am wrong.
5) Once I commit to an action I see it through.
When in love I will do almost anything I am asked. I want to please, I need to be loved and hate being alone, but at the same time find myself awkward and cumbersome in most people's company.
Here is a tune to hum as you read another entry. Below. If you are intrigued and would like to know more or have questions to ask that I will answer in blog form please feel free to email me at hchrysanthou@hotmail.co.uk
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B-A-4NQfFRs&NR=1
All for now........Discuss......or not.
Let's examine what is wrong with me.
1) I want everyone to love me.
2) I am impulsive and impressionable.
3) I wear my heart on my sleeve.
4) I want to be right even if I am wrong.
5) Once I commit to an action I see it through.
When in love I will do almost anything I am asked. I want to please, I need to be loved and hate being alone, but at the same time find myself awkward and cumbersome in most people's company.
Here is a tune to hum as you read another entry. Below. If you are intrigued and would like to know more or have questions to ask that I will answer in blog form please feel free to email me at hchrysanthou@hotmail.co.uk
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B-A-4NQfFRs&NR=1
All for now........Discuss......or not.
Thursday, 25 March 2010
Wednesday, 24 March 2010
A perfect body
no
body
no
one.
I want you to notice when I'm not around. Your so very special. I wish I was special. I'm a creep, what the hell am I doing here. I don't belong here. She's running. She's running out on me.
I pray for this.
Peace.
Love.
Whatever makes you happy, whatever you want. Your so fucking special, I wish I were special, but I'm a creep.
I don't belong here.
I don't belong here.
Thank you RadioHead for such an inspiring song.
body
no
one.
I want you to notice when I'm not around. Your so very special. I wish I was special. I'm a creep, what the hell am I doing here. I don't belong here. She's running. She's running out on me.
I pray for this.
Peace.
Love.
Whatever makes you happy, whatever you want. Your so fucking special, I wish I were special, but I'm a creep.
I don't belong here.
I don't belong here.
Thank you RadioHead for such an inspiring song.
Tuesday, 23 March 2010
Monday, 22 March 2010
Smile
Sometimes it is hard.
Sometimes I feel lost and alone.
Music keeps me going.
Video of the Day.....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CSJXle3LP_Q&feature=PlayList&p=7A490A44E6532688&playnext=1&playnext_from=PL&index=58&shuffle=408
Sometimes I feel lost and alone.
Music keeps me going.
Video of the Day.....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CSJXle3LP_Q&feature=PlayList&p=7A490A44E6532688&playnext=1&playnext_from=PL&index=58&shuffle=408
Corporation Runs for Congress
Show mistake of Supreme Court
Hellllarious!!!
http://economix.blogs.nytimes.com/2010/02/02/corporation-says-it-will-run-for-congress/
Hellllarious!!!
http://economix.blogs.nytimes.com/2010/02/02/corporation-says-it-will-run-for-congress/
Sunday, 21 March 2010
Saturday, 20 March 2010
music and stuff
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j0lSpNtjPM8&feature=PlayList&p=7A490A44E6532688&index=6&playnext=3&playnext_from=PL
Musings
Well, another day.
I think that life is funny joke and you learn the meaning when you are finished. At least that is my hope. You know how some people life a quote unquote 'normal life'? Well, I would not even know at this point how to get close to a normal life. I just hope to try and be a good person and a good father. I know that it is easy to look at my life and judge, but don't be so hasty.
I know this about people. They like finding fault in others. Be honest, remember the last time you and a girl friend or a boy friend were sitting in a restaurant and person came in that, was (insert issue here)? What did you say in whispered undertones? Was it positive? Did the two of you have a chuckle at the strangers expense? Ever had that moment when their eyes caught you two lauging and you could see either anger, confusion, or disappointment in their eyes?
Did you feel shame? You should.
Why as a species do we use so much of our time and brain power diminishing our fellow man? What do you like to read? Books.......I hope so, but did you know that the majority of people consider the internet as reading? People magaizne? The Sun? Get real. That shit will just slowly rot your mind and your soul. Start to be involved in building others up and not ripping them down.
I know one thing for sure. I can only control my own actions, morals, and mind.
I have given up on trusting others to treat me with respect, and mutual love. That I feel you find with only a few and even those you choose to trust and love can turn an bite you in the end.
So, with my guard up I march on.
I will do the following before the end of the year.
1) I will continue to be a columnist.
2) I will strive to put others before myself whenever possible.
3) I will be strong and stay alive in an angry and hostile world.
4) I will change the things in my life I can and need to change and I will accept that I can not make anyone love or respect me.
5) I will find more friends like I have in the past that I can trust and they in turn can trust me.
6) I will find a way to ensure my children are always happy and safe.
All the best to you all.
I think that life is funny joke and you learn the meaning when you are finished. At least that is my hope. You know how some people life a quote unquote 'normal life'? Well, I would not even know at this point how to get close to a normal life. I just hope to try and be a good person and a good father. I know that it is easy to look at my life and judge, but don't be so hasty.
I know this about people. They like finding fault in others. Be honest, remember the last time you and a girl friend or a boy friend were sitting in a restaurant and person came in that, was (insert issue here)? What did you say in whispered undertones? Was it positive? Did the two of you have a chuckle at the strangers expense? Ever had that moment when their eyes caught you two lauging and you could see either anger, confusion, or disappointment in their eyes?
Did you feel shame? You should.
Why as a species do we use so much of our time and brain power diminishing our fellow man? What do you like to read? Books.......I hope so, but did you know that the majority of people consider the internet as reading? People magaizne? The Sun? Get real. That shit will just slowly rot your mind and your soul. Start to be involved in building others up and not ripping them down.
I know one thing for sure. I can only control my own actions, morals, and mind.
I have given up on trusting others to treat me with respect, and mutual love. That I feel you find with only a few and even those you choose to trust and love can turn an bite you in the end.
So, with my guard up I march on.
I will do the following before the end of the year.
1) I will continue to be a columnist.
2) I will strive to put others before myself whenever possible.
3) I will be strong and stay alive in an angry and hostile world.
4) I will change the things in my life I can and need to change and I will accept that I can not make anyone love or respect me.
5) I will find more friends like I have in the past that I can trust and they in turn can trust me.
6) I will find a way to ensure my children are always happy and safe.
All the best to you all.
Friday, 19 March 2010
Thursday, 18 March 2010
Wednesday, 17 March 2010
Tuesday, 16 March 2010
Monday, 15 March 2010
Saturday, 13 March 2010
Friday, 12 March 2010
Thursday, 11 March 2010
Wednesday, 10 March 2010
Now a published columnist. Feel good!!!!
http://www.communitytimes.co.uk/Epping/magazine/feb2010/
http://www.communitytimes.co.uk/Epping/magazine/mar2010/
Column is called Being and Doing.
I feel like I have taken a big step.....
or not.
Time will tell.
http://www.communitytimes.co.uk/Epping/magazine/mar2010/
Column is called Being and Doing.
I feel like I have taken a big step.....
or not.
Time will tell.
Tuesday, 9 March 2010
Sunday, 7 March 2010
An open letter to Paul Dunn, Abe Traugh, and Mac Williams
Hello.
I know you probably think that it is best to let sleeping dogs lye, but alas I have never done that and I don't know if I ever can or will.
I just wanted to send this letter to some old friends with a hearty hello and a wish for your health and welfare.
Years ago we all went to a concert in Clemson to see this band.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oNO6pAJBCs4&NR=1
Those days and times in college were some of the best of my life. I will remember the friendships we had fondly even if we never speak again.
A lot of water has passed under the bridge since then.
There have been marriages, children born, and friendships lost.
I am not a perfect person and I never will be, but I wanted you three to know for what it is worth that those times were good.
I have laughed with you, played basketball, and even listened to music at concerts in rural Carolina.
I hope you are well and wish you godspeed in your future endeveours.
Kind Regards,
J Calhoun
I know you probably think that it is best to let sleeping dogs lye, but alas I have never done that and I don't know if I ever can or will.
I just wanted to send this letter to some old friends with a hearty hello and a wish for your health and welfare.
Years ago we all went to a concert in Clemson to see this band.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oNO6pAJBCs4&NR=1
Those days and times in college were some of the best of my life. I will remember the friendships we had fondly even if we never speak again.
A lot of water has passed under the bridge since then.
There have been marriages, children born, and friendships lost.
I am not a perfect person and I never will be, but I wanted you three to know for what it is worth that those times were good.
I have laughed with you, played basketball, and even listened to music at concerts in rural Carolina.
I hope you are well and wish you godspeed in your future endeveours.
Kind Regards,
J Calhoun
Videos of the Day
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2IH8tNQAzSs&feature=fvst
just funny and fun.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PaK5S3dPBLY
dirty south. Reminds me of happy days. Go Owls! Kennesaw State Rules. Okay maybe not, but I like the teams.
Divsion II National Champions 2004
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yRxfIFULviw
Oh and birdie, be angry......hate me.........you have and you try to judge..........I wish you peace. Your hate for me will not deminish my love of the kids.
You are not the only one that is allowed to get angry ya know!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xbN9zCqTyPM
Love you Ollie, Mia, Alyssa and miss you so much.
just funny and fun.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PaK5S3dPBLY
dirty south. Reminds me of happy days. Go Owls! Kennesaw State Rules. Okay maybe not, but I like the teams.
Divsion II National Champions 2004
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yRxfIFULviw
Oh and birdie, be angry......hate me.........you have and you try to judge..........I wish you peace. Your hate for me will not deminish my love of the kids.
You are not the only one that is allowed to get angry ya know!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xbN9zCqTyPM
Love you Ollie, Mia, Alyssa and miss you so much.
Korn
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7b3AxwSh9cA&NR=1
So today's question.
Do you believe in evolution or creatisim?
Leave comment, please?
:-)
So today's question.
Do you believe in evolution or creatisim?
Leave comment, please?
:-)
Saturday, 6 March 2010
Friday, 5 March 2010
The pain of rape pales in the pain of non belief
Dad,
Why didn't you help me? Why didn't you believe me?
Mom,
Why did you tell me just to 'get over it'.
Where was the love?
Where were my parents when I needed themmm the most....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0a0mT1udjZU
Why didn't you help me? Why didn't you believe me?
Mom,
Why did you tell me just to 'get over it'.
Where was the love?
Where were my parents when I needed themmm the most....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0a0mT1udjZU
Thursday, 4 March 2010
This song helps me rise above and keep my head from hitting the ground
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wNGLU_VsePg
May your heart find the happiness that it needs to stop hating me.
May your heart find the happiness that it needs to stop hating me.
Wednesday, 3 March 2010
Go fucking Owls Go :-)
Mark Toma is a great writer and was a great friend.......once upon a time.
http://www.ksuowls.com/news/2010/3/3/MBB_0303103341.aspx
Coach Ingle is awesome~!!!!!!
http://www.ksuowls.com/news/2010/3/3/MBB_0303103341.aspx
Coach Ingle is awesome~!!!!!!
Tuesday, 2 March 2010
Feeling Blue?
http://www.myspace.com/blueoctober
Greatest band live touring Europe now and USA later this year.
See them and you will know I speaka the trutha.
:-)
Greatest band live touring Europe now and USA later this year.
See them and you will know I speaka the trutha.
:-)
Monday, 1 March 2010
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