Bad News Today

Well if anyone actually cares I found out today that my ex intends to have me arrested upon going home.  Well, if that happens the blog will obviously have to take a break. 

Let's examine the facts.

1)  She loves me.
2)  then she hates me and wants me arrested on false charges.......

http://www.youtube.com/user/onelazygooner24?feature=mhw5#p/f/1/emj1H65g00Q

The above is how I feel about her even though she wants me wearing orange and eating lunch with hardened criminals, but alas don't worry too much.  I am pretty sure you have to actually break the law to go to jail.  So god willing I will be free as I am not and will not ever break the law.

I miss my children.  I missed my ex and I was foolish enough to believe her when she called 2 days ago and asked me to reenter her life and that she did not know why, but she loved me and missed me daily.

I have to know ask, "Was this just a attempt to fool me?"  I sure as hell hope it wasn't.  It would go beyond anything devious that she has ever done to me.

I love you Birdie.  I always will.  I know you hate me, but............Don't do such harsh things.  It will only hurt our children in the long run.

You can have what you want in life if you are kind, this cruelty and the threats about the law are beneath you.  They show an evilness and hatefullness that I truly believe is not the real you.